To Be YourSelf
Ehm,.... Sering sudah pernah denger three magic words :"Be Your Self!". Ga teu sapa yg suka bilang gitu, wiseman or a stupid moron, it’s easier said than done. YES, ITS SOOOOOOO DAMN HARRRRDDDDD TO BE YOURSELF, to be somebody, why? go ask your self. Berapa jam, hari, minggu yang sudah kamu jalani dengan menjadi dirimu sendiri, especially within your interaction to people. And kamu mulai talk bullshit. I think its related with maturity and self-identity, some magical word that i thought it only exist in my imagination.
IMAGINE, ketika temen-temenmu, orang diselilingmu mulai menunjukkan "kebolehannya" dan segala "kelebihannya", satu yang pengen aku liat. Yup, reaksimu ketika mulai meninggikan harga dirimu dengan segala cara, humble u’r self with ur bullshit. Hueeekkkk.....but so am I . And wiseman say again, Go, Be your self....hellloooo..!! Once again, its easier for you to say. You got everything, and me...Nothing but a pathetic loser with so many weakness as my advantages.
Pernahkan kamu bermimpi jadi superman, pemain band terkenal, einstein, penemu penicillin, konglomerat, anak presiden, or someone. Something yang pasti blon ada pada dirimu, Superman never dream to be a superman, yeaaa...keep on dreaming loser, when u wake up and realize how pathetic you are. Yes, I am a moron with nothing to be proud of, but maybe someday will find one and more, and more...And if dreaming will make me stronger, then i will keep dreaming. by the way, I’ve found a better word : "HOPE".
I’ll try to be more optimistic next time...(to be continued)